Look of the day: Hopeless

It's been a while since I've posted an outfit post because of the weather... and also because my lens is broken... Lately I've been going through some rough days. Looking for a second job or a higher paying job seems to be harder than expected.... Being rejected for jobs is draining. You begin to think that there is something wrong with you and that you'll never make it. On top of feeling rejected... the paperwork for my financial situation for school seems to be very slow... Nothing seems to be working out!

I'm not sure if God is testing out my patience but I'm definitely reaching out my limits. Don't get me wrong, I'm truly happy to have been accepted at FIT in New York but with all of this going against me, it's hard to be hopeful! I'm just hoping to still be able to go to school... Regardless of whatever happens I've told myself that at least I will be happy to have tried and I won't regret never trying to make it in New York...

If you know of a job please let me know...

-Nelly